Justify control you freak

Oh damn... Our government starts to justify controlling the Internet. Our ex-PM, Tun Mahathir once said ther will be no censorship over internet. But since he's out of power now I think they(government) will start to implying some rules eh. I say it's bull.

Some of bloggers who actively writing about flaws in our government have taking a step back now. But for me who writes rubbish I dont think I have to worry. Better be careful of what you gonna say.

So what you guys think? I'd love to hear what my 'gomen' friends comments. Drop a line will ya.

American Psycho

Korang sure ada kan kawan2 yg psiko? It's just you've been friend for quite some time so that you just have to put up with them "psychoness". Isk isk isk... Tension kan... Psiko here means dia nih selalu buat mende2 yg diluar norma manusia biasa. Bukan la luar biasa sgt, but cukup untuk mengannoykan orang2 di sekitaran dia jer. Sangat annoying but what can you do la. eheh...

What I feel now is just wanna smack him once or twice in the head. Cukup la kot bagi lepas geram. Sori ek nak lepas geram sket. Stupid you motherf**ker, psycho freak, an exaggerate biatch, i hope you die in vein. Huh...

Kalo simpan lama2 nanti meletup kat tempat dan masa yg tak sepatutnya susah plak ek. Apa aku nak buat ek... How do you guys let out the anger? Kill someone? Kill something? hehehe...

p/s... latest update from the star said that Hani Mohsin the actor died at the age 43 of heart attack. Another example to remind us to watch our health very closely. Al-Fatihah.

Monday Blues...

I'm still sleepy. Heck, I wonder if it's just me or everyone else also feels the same. They called it 'Monday Blues'. Should the 'Monday Blues' symptom only affects the night before and early morning on Monday only? Huh... I'm having the blues throughout the whole Monday (at least till 5.30pm). Dang... I feel sleepy. My body ache. I can't think straight, heck, I can't even think. Not good huh..

Now I'm trying to stay awake by surfing the net and write blog. At least I try to force my brain to work. Come on guys.

So, what's new? It's Mega Sales time now here. Wanna buy everything but yet to buy something. For the past 2-3 months I'm kinda short of money la. Where all my ciput salary went? I need to really manage my money as it should. No more buying stuff that I can't afford. Heheh... Sometimes I see it as necessities. So how? Need to limit my cc usage la. It's getting scarier month by month. :)

Went to Haizal's and Rocell's wedding on Saturday. Congratulations y'll. You guys sure looks great. I miss the grand wedding at the hotel though. Miscommunication. Sorila bro. Next time k.

Stress

It sucks. I'm not able to update this blog regularly anymore. At least for now. I'm swamp with my work and dissertation. I do read other blogs everyday. It is just everytime I wanna write an entry it will only half way. Can't finish the damn entry. Sigh... So if after this my entry is full of links forgive me eh. That's the best I can do. eheh...

Have a nice day.

Infusion

Howdy...

Pheww.. Lama siot tak update blog nih... Takde idea la nak tulih aper... Nothing worth writing happens around me la nowadays. (Ye ker? or aku yg maleh nak tulis :D)... Paper pon ari2 asyik tulis pasal siti ngan datuk dia jer. Ari nih everything dah confirm ek. Ceh, sama jer cam all the rumours. Sebijik. Rahsia sgt la tuh... Whatever... So skang nih, all wartawan hiburan dah, stop tulis pasal Siti ek. Carik la berita2 yg kaliber sket... Citt..

What happened in the world nowadays. The fight in Middle-East. It's so obvious that what Israel did was way over, sgt2 terlampau. Bullshit betul. And US obviously using their power to justify what Israel did. They even vetoed a resolution. Today, Blair and Annan call for troops in Israel. They said to stop the bombardment of Isrel. And they called Israel's attack was self-defensed. Oh God. It was an obvious lie. The truth is Israel have been waiting for a reason to launch attack towards Palestin. Even it was a tiny reason. I'm very sad of this obvious deception.

Emonyer aku...

p/s oh, yeah.. Chi, Happy Birthday...

What it feels like?

Even 3 days after the World Cup is over people still talk about the finals between Italy and France. The most favourite topic of course about the famous headbutting to the chest. If Maradona goal in the final we call it 'Hand of God' so what we gonna call this latest sensation? any idea....

"On July 9, 2006, Zidane became one of only four footballers to achieve the feat of scoring in two different World Cup final matches (he scored twice in the 1998 FIFA World Cup final), sharing the honour with Pelé, Paul Breitner, and Vavá. He scored in the seventh minute from the penalty spot using a seldom-seen chip shot. He nearly headed in the ball during the first period of extra time but it was saved by Gianluigi Buffon.

He was sent off for violent conduct after headbutting Italy's goalscorer, Marco Materazzi, in the chest in the 110th minute. The game ended in a 1-1 draw and Italy won the championship after a penalty kick shootout.

Since both players refused to comment on the incident, there are various allegations about what led to Zidane's violent outburst. His agent, Alain Migliaccio has claimed that a "very serious" comment by Materazzi provoked the attack. Reportedly, the deaf forensic lip-reader Jessica Rees was employed to analyze the video sequences with the help of an Italian translator. According to these reports, Materazzi spoke in Italian - a language understood by Zidane due to his time spent with Juventus F.C. - and first told him: "Hold on, wait, that one's not for a nigger like you." As the players walked forward, Materazzi allegedly said: "We all know you are the son of a terrorist whore." Then, just before the headbutt, he was seen saying: "So just fuck off." According to Brazilian TV Rede Globo, a lip-reader claimed that Materazzi twice called Zidane's sister a prostitute. "

Materazzi denied the report or at least half of it.

"According to Milan based La Gazzetta dello Sport, Materazzi admitted that he insulted Zidane, but recounted the incident as follows: "I held his shirt for a few seconds only, then he turned to me and talked to me, jeering. He looked at me with a huge arrogance and said: 'If you really want my shirt, I'll give it to you afterwards'. I replied with an insult, that's true." He stressed that the insults were "the type that we've heard before so many times on the pitch, and sometimes we don't even notice it".

Responding to reports that he had called Zidane a "dirty terrorist" or "son of a terrorist whore", Materazzi insisted that the insult was not racist in nature, and that he did not even know what a terrorist was. He also rejected claims that he had insulted Zidane's mother: "I certainly didn't talk about Zidane's mother because to me the mother is sacred". Zidane's mother had been taken ill to hospital hours before the World Cup final."

Another note:
On July 10, 2006, Zidane was awarded the Golden Ball for the best player in the 2006 World Cup. The winner was selected by a poll of journalists covering the tournament; Zidane polled 2012 points, ahead of Fabio Cannavaro, who polled 1977 points. Most votes were cast during half-time of the final match; voting closed that night at midnight.

Because of both sides refused to talk about exactly what happened, we can only depends on this reports to at least try to understand why a great player such as Zidane do something like that. Hopefully he will talk soon. In the mean time hail rumours.

Hmm...

*all facts are from wikipedia

A Monster Called CARBONSTER

Disclaimer: Another entry for my own amusement. Don't like it, then piss off.

This bike was featured in Ducati's Monster List website. The owner was known as Dennis4r from Netherlands. He called his bike "CARBONSTER".

Bike fact:
- it's a 2003 S4R monster

List of modification:
- black decals on the original red tanks.
- custom made termighoni exhaust
- coated the frame, black in colour
- carbon fibre tank
- carbon magnesiom rims(performance)
- new chainguard
- change the exhaust to arrow
- change the front with ohlins fork and 999 brake units
- magnesium cluth parts
- STM titanium clutch protector with Rizoma clutch pressure plate
- quick change drive
- titanium radial brake (Brembo) and clutch pump

here's some pics for eye feast. The bike was so beautiful. Ergghh...
Before fully mod







Ciao...

Auf Wiedersehen Deutschland 2006

The Champ
The Sent Off

Italy win the World Cup 2006. As we all know it was the result of the penalty shootout after the match still tied 1-1 even after extra time.

The game was great. Italy deserve to win. They played better than France last night.

Why Zizou? Why? I'm sure he's been provoked but it was a stupid move.

Now we all can go back to our normal life cycle. Normal sleep hours meh.

Next, Euro 2008.

Backend Of Forever

When the story of a mother whom bring all her children to commit suicide together all over the newspaper, we, no I wonder how does someone have a courage to take their own live.

A day after the story came out, politician do what they do best. Give an opinion or most of the time useless and baseless opinion. Deputy Women, Family and Community Development Minister Datuk G. Palanivel suggested that suicide scenes in Indian movies should be banned as they were a bad influence on viewers. Is that it? Or is it just a first step?

Then on todays local news, a counsellor from Era Consumer Malaysia said that by censoring movies alone was not enough because it is not a root cause of suicides.

"From our experience, movies alone cannot cause suicides. It is probably only a minor contributing factor as a suicidal person would have attempted suicide a few times before. From the earlier attempts, they get the courage to finally carry it out," Nanthini said.

Other causes of suicide, Nanthini said, include a loss of confidence, a loss of trust and their spouses’ extra-marital affairs. Physical and mental abuse and financial reasons have also driven women to commit suicide.

"As such, we need more Indian counsellors as well as awareness programmes and advice columns for women in Tamil dailies," she said.

Based on the statistic here ib Malaysia apparently cases of committing suicides was lead by Indians. And the ratio is more than 2:1 from other races. I'm not being racists or anything here. It's just my opinion here. Why more Indians committed suicides as their final resorts than other races?

I have a colleague when I was working in UM. An Indian guy. Very nice guy with a bright future I might say. He was the only breadwinner in his family. He took care of his family. He have a good job, well-paid job and just got married at that time. The falldown started after he was involved in an accident. One after another. I remember it was twice in 2 weeks period. The first one he suffered only a minor scratches. The second accident he need a surgery because the doctor found that his ligament has snapped. The third accident occured just a day before he was scheduled to undergo an operation for his ligament.

The third accident changes everything. He was badly hit by a car. The last time I went to the hospital visiting him he was still paralysed. All of his body was paralysed. His father come to my office several times after the accident with a doctor letter to settle some claims and all. Everytime he came, he cried. I just can be there and listen to his story. Because the son is the only breadwinner of the house, now they don't have any income. He also talk about committing suicides.

What I think at that time was why it have to come to that? Committing suicides? Maybe they feel that by doing that all the pain will gone. They doesn't have to think how to survive anymore. A bit shallow if you ask me. Maybe they believe in second chance in their next life. If they believe in that, what about this life? Just give up and try the next one.

Is it me or I just talking crap here? Wonder...

Ashes of the Wake

The university still on holiday but the heat was already started. In University Malaya on 5th of July deputy Information Minister Zahid Hamidi used his speech and tried to explain about Abdullah-Mahathir dispute. Then a Chinese-Malaysian student freshie pose him a question.

"Adakah wajar Datuk bercakap memperkecilkan seorang pemimpin yang telah menyumbangkan jasa bakti selama 22 tahun untuk negara ini?"

The question shock the deputy Information Minister and conclude his speech by addressing the students to support the current government. This piece of news I got from blogger AMLG.

As an ex-UM student I'm proud that a new students are aware of current political situation in our country. Mind you guys that this is a freshies we are talking about because it's still orientation week and the senior student cannot get into the universities compound.

On that day passers by and UM administration was surprised by two banners that show support towards Tun Dr. Mahathir. There's also rumours that UM new VC, Dr. Rafiah Salim have to asked the guard (without uniform) to take the banner down.





From the events that occured it shows that people including young and bright students in our beloved country Malaysia aware of the needs of Tun's critics. We need our government to be more open in managing our country. Stop keeping the 'rakyat' in the dark. IMHO with the Tun being outspoken towards the government now, it surely takes the voice to the highest level of administration. Not like when someone with no names speak up.

What do you think?

The Useless Rants

So I've been busy for the past 2-3 weeks. Busy, busy and busy. There were so many unfinished tasks be it at work or personal stuff. Huh, what an excuse ek, for not updating this blog. Well, actually there's a lot to talk and write but it's just I don't have time to do that.

This morning I woke up late, therefore I only manage to get to the office one and a half hour late. Thanks to World Cup last night. But it all worth it. Germany versus Italy. Before the match I predict Italy to play defensively and Germany will beat them at last. My prediction was way off. The game was entertaining with both side attacking each other. Italy had more shots on goal though. It was end dramatically. Like last time when Italy beat Australia. They didn't score till the last freaking minutes. Man, nothing can beat how I feel at the time. Italy actually have been hoping for penalty kick and playing for that in the last 10 minutes. But they finally score when only 2 minutes left in the game. The Germans heart was shattered to pieces for sure.

Now France and Portugal need to play their best to make sure they can get into the final. I hope Portugal will play more professionally. No more controversies on how dirty their game was. By the way, last night game between Italy and Germany was very good and clean. Only 3 yellow cards were awarded. Great game eh...

That's about World Cup. Yesterday I attend an interview at one company that I've been dreaming to work with all this while. It was a second and final interview. It goes well (I think). I hope to nail this job. Wish me luck guys.

Last week was quite eventful also. My friend's brother died of stroke (or heart attack, not sure la). He was still young and never had a history of a stroke before. It was a sudden death. I'm sorry for him and his family. The event also make me thinking of my life. Most of us lead our life like we are not gonna go anywhere anytime soon. Although there's a saying in Islam that goes like this. "Work hard like you gonna live forever and also pray hard like you gonna die tomorrow". We never know what will happen to us. So do everything full heartedly, so that we're not gonna have regrets later. I'm gonna take care of my health as good as I can. You guys too aigght.

My shoes was stolen while I stopped at Masjid Ar-Rahman for Maghrib prayer. I prayed only less than 5 minutes and the shoes was gone. Damn thief.

On Saturday, two of my best friends got engaged, to one another. Congratulations to Remie and Anie on your engagement. I wish you guys happily ever after.

On an unrelated notes, it's been 3 months ek. Lovely.

Aishi teru.