Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Complicated...

The timing wasn't bad at all. Today I have been very busy. I have been yelled at. I have been screamed at. I have been treated like a child. I have been mocked at. Someone does really try to push me to my limit laa. At the time I thought I can't take it anymore. At the time I thought of exploding myself and scream out loud. At the time I thought of doing something that I'm gonna regret. You appear.

I received a phone call. A very surprised phone call. From someone whose I never thought to hear a voice again. Someone whose name I nearly forgot. Someone who face was faded from memory. Someone whose once are very important to me. Just to say hi. Owhhh...

It's that easy huh.... I've never said that I've forgive you. Yet, you're not really apologizing to me. You come and go as you wish. Sighh...

The truth is, I am really glad that you called. It's been a while. I'm still here. And I know you're still there. Perhaps it's me who should call you? Hmm...

Complicated...