It's the end of a fight

I've been in a fight for almost a decade now. Yesterday it's finally over. It's not end the way I want it end. I lose. I’m fucking lose. Yeah, now I have to learn and accept the fact that I lose. After years and years of fighting. It's sad to lose. In the journey, I've learn so many things. I've also learn that I actually have opportunity to win this fight once and for all, but I didn't take that chance. How stupid I am. Let the opportunity pass by me while hoping for better chances. I learn my lesson a hard way. I truly am. I have wasted 10 years of my life just to come to this end. Is there a next time? I wonder but doubt it. Don't ever let any opportunity given to you slip away. Just grab it, and then you'll have no regrets.


Adios